Friday, October 30, 2009

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

aw man!!!
i REALLY wish i had a front door to give out candy. my favourite part about this holiday is seeing the adorable kids in there stupid adorable costumes!!
my womb EXPLODED when i saw this!
give me a baby, a pot and a lobster costume right fucking now before i FREAK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

boo hoo.

"each stage i go through in life has it's ugly face.
and i write only when i believe it's been shown."

i wrote that a long time ago.
i suppose that remains true for me. but why my misery leads to my inspiration... will always, ALWAYS irritate the shit of me.

my muse.


Ryan.

i make fun of myself a lot, cause whenever i use film and get it back, i always have a creepy amount of photo's of this guy. if i didn't throw out half my photo's i'd have a serious collection. but i guess it's just cause he's the most fun to take photo's of...i guess. hahah..errr....i suppose he's my photo muse... i never thought about it until now.

bleak.

...



damaged eyes and chubby fingers.
i hang around where my pain lingers.



...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

...

i need a five star first gear daily planner.

i keep forgetting to wake up!

wish you were here.


ya...me too.

you should try talking to yourself.

me: it was sunny out today. did you manage to get outside?
myself: shit, it was?

wish i could.



sail away.
fly away.
run away.
GO AWAY.

Monday, October 26, 2009

GRUMPY BEAR PUMPKIN




MY MUSE





me myself by myself

as it seems the only time I'm feeling creative is alone, i chose to take a lot of pictures of myself. and even if that were not the case, i often feel unnatural with a camera pointing at other people. i rush the process and the end result often suffers. i also usually hate all my photo's of "things"
so here we are once more.
self portraits of myself in portrait form taken by: myself.







...

i am my own worst frienemy.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

what else have you been doing under that rock

apart from watching movies and tv on the internet with the big bear, i have been keeping up with my flower arranging. (as well this summer i really worked on my yard and keeping as many planters alive as i could) once every two weeks i make about 7 mini boquets for the house. they all usually look similar as i keep to the same colour skeem and only have soo much money too spend at a time. but then the next week, i pick a different skeem.

they go great with my figurines and salt and pepper shakers


...

i don't usually submerge my head in the ocean.

it used to be because i didn't like to get my hair wet.
but now..it's simply i don't like it.

see, i'm worried i'll go under, get lost, and i won't come back up.
the ocean is just too strong for me.

so i think i'll stick to it's surface.
i think i'll continue to keep my head above water.

self portrait.

playing dress up. cut in half.



i'm back i guess

not really sure why, i have nothing to say. but comes the winter, comes looking for things to do.
suppose i'll try and write a little. maybe post a funny thing or two. who knows.
but here's some pictures i've taken with the ol digital over the last 5 months or so.